Monday, April 30, 2007

Decision

At the beginning of the relationship, I had asked dear dear what kind of person that she dislike. To my amaze, she told me that she don't like guys that could not make decision. I was quite worried as I might be such a person.......:(

Actually, I don't see myself being a person that could not make decision....I am a person that could make plans for myself and my friends. However....when it comes to my love....i just don't know why........
maybe I just wanted her to be happy....and let her choose the places and events she likes. I am afraid that I might chose somewhere or something that might spoilt our dates.

I must admit that most of the time, dear dear was the one who was making the plans and decision....like where we wanted to go and what to do during our dates. For that........

Dear,
I am sorry......all i want is for you to be happy......

Saturday, April 28, 2007

A Promise ( Part 2 )

Just came back from dear dear's house. Had succeeded in giving her a surprise:)

Dear,
I love you and would like to see you every min and sec of my life.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

A Promise

Today is a Saturday and both dear dear and I are not working:) We did not meet each other as I am visiting my eldest sister who is staying at Yishun for her 2nd child first month of birth and dear dear is busy with her room cleaning and wits:) I felt a little weird not meeting her when both of us were free.....so maybe I'll go and look for her at her house secretly...hahaha:) Hope that she would not read the blog before I arrived or else she would be expecting it.

When I was at my eldest sister's house, dear dear send me a picture msg.....a very special picture msg, which was SHOCKING!!! Hahaha....a bit exaggerated.

I am going to Malaysia with dear dear tomorrow. It will be the 2nd time we go on an oversea trip:) I believe we are going to have a good time. But.......hope that dear dear's team "light bulbs" wouldn't disturb us...hahaha:)

I dated dear dear on Wednesday for dinner and movie at Bedok. When I was at her house, she gave me a surprise. Guess what...dear dear bought me a Polo T-shirt ( A branded one). The Polo T-shirt was ordered online and she had planned it 2 weeks ago. The Polo T-shirt was packed nicely inside a GNC bag which was used to deceive me:) Hahaha...dear dear was indeed creative. There was also a "Love letter " specially for me:) How sweet of my dear dear, Alicia.

After that, we went to have our dinner at the Foodcenter below her house. It was another feast and I felt my tummy growing again:) Dear dear insist that I should eat more. It started raining heavily after we had reached Bedok Centre and we bought an umbrella ( purple colour ). We then charge to the Princess Cinema for a movie:) However...we had differences on the movie to watch:) Dear dear wanted to watch a scary movie ( Cadevar ), while I wanted to watch a comedy ( Wild Hogs ). Hahaha....dear dear then used some naughty tricks to convince me:) However at last, my beloved dear dear gave in to me and we watched the Wild Hogs:) Many things happened inside the theatre...which I should not disclosed. Hahaha.

Dear dear was having a flu yesterday. I met her and told her;
"Dear,
I will take care of you forever. I promise you. "

The sentence came from the bottom of my heart and I mean it. I love you dear:)

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

A Journey

Just reached home, after having a Satay feast with my foreign classmate of the SCU course:) Even since working office hour, I had gained alot of weight. I would usually eat 3 meals during that 8 hours course:) Haha....a big different compare to when I am in the Team:)

After the meal at Lao Pa Sa, I led my Bangladeshi classmates back to their Oxford hotel, which was located at Waterloo St. We walked approximately for 1 hours:) The journey could have shorten to half an hour if we did not stop by the places of interest for some lovely photos taken with our Nikon FM2:) After reaching their hotel, my Bangladeshi classmates were very grateful as I had shown them the short cuts to their hotel:)

The course outing was great. However.....what was greater was a message received from my dear dear:) She told me that she had read my blog and was very touch by it as it was sweet:) I had saved that message in my handphone as I felt that she had appreciated me so much.

Before I started blogging yesterday, there was a funny incident:) Yesterday, I thought that dear dear was angry with me for not accepting her money. I had sent her a few messages that day but she did not replied. My feeling was bad and felt quite down as I took a bus home alone.....lonely and sad. At the mid of my journey, dear dear finally messaged and I immediately gave her a call. She told me that she was very exhausted and tired.

I am glad that nothing had happened and it was just an over reacting by myself:) The message from dear dear really gave me a great relieve and from that incident I realised how important dear dear meant to me.

Am I deeply in love? I guess I do. Love did not blind me cos I am seeing her very clearly and had grabbed her from the rest of the world.

Dear,
I love you and I will be saying it again to you for the rest of my life:) I hope that we would complete our journey together:)

Monday, April 23, 2007

Just For You

This is my first time blogging. The reason why I named my blog as "Just For You" is because this blog is dedicated to my beloved " Dear Dear" Alicia. Today is our 3th month "monthssary" ( a word that was taught by her ) and I felt that it will be great to write something for her :)

In the very beginning of the relationship, alot of people told me that once after the "Honeymoon" period, we will have our first fight and what lays ahead would be a challenge for us.
I must admit that when I heard those words from the so-call "Experienced" persons, I was abit worried and unsure. Worried that the day might come and unsure of the outcome.
Then I and Alicia spend our first Valentine's day together after her work and I had my most enjoyable day:)

On our second month, the "Experienced" persons warn me again that the "Honeymoon" period is going to be over soon and I should be prepared. However after being together for a month, I felt more confident. Not because of me but because of her, Alicia.

On our third month, the "Experienced" persons quiet down. I believe that they had realised how strong the relationship is. In fact, they are teasing on when are we getting marry. During that month, we had planned for an oversea trip to Thailand:)
We went to our first oversea trip together and we spend our enjoyable time together by shopping and eating. We even catch a movie in Thailand:) Every morning when I opened my eyes, I will see her in my arms ( enjoy hugging her when I sleep ). The feeling of just the 2 persons made it feel so great:) Its just like a family!!!

Dear,
I love you. I miss the days when you were in my arms and we spend the day just by ourselves. I believe that we will be forever and I will cherish you every single day. ( I promise You and its jus for You )