Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Actually I am not a really religious person.....I just believed in doing good deeds and what you give is what you get.

So all my live, I had been trying to be a good person. But, no one is perfect.

Everyone got his own character and consideration. I, myself have them too.

Dear,

Kai Xin Jiu Hao.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Milestone

It had been a long time since I last log in to my Blog. The reasons are 1) I am too busy 2) My computer is giving alot of problem 3) I am too lazy.......

When I first started this Blog, it was named "Just For You", because it is dedicated to my dear dear:) That time, our relationship had just began and everything wasn't stable yet.

But now....after 9 months together.....we are seriously planning on our future:)

Dear,
I love you and hope that our future will be fill up by surprise and happiness:)

"Just For You" will still be around and active:)

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Hong Kong

Finally, my leave are approved!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I and dear dear are going to Hong Kong lor:) So happy and it is time to save up some money. It had been dear dear's dream to go to Hong Kong and finally it is coming.

Dear,
lets enjoy ourselves and iini:)

Sunday, July 1, 2007

Tough Job

Sometimes I really felt that my job is one of the toughest in the world:) Imagine working for long hours and cope with the heavy duty load.

Guess how long dear dear work today?? Incredibly for about 22hours. How can a human being sustain for so long......

I saw dear dear this afternoon and her face was really pale......she told me that she was very hungry and tired.

Dear,
It hurts my heart to see you suffer. I hope I could share the work load with you. Please rest well and take care of your self. I love you:)

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Snake Bite

Have you ever wonder what is the feeling like, to be bitten by a snake. Well, I experienced it yesterday when I was on duty:) I was bitten by a 3m long python. Could really felt the fang in my flesh, even though I am wearing a black leather gloves.

I was send to TTSH later and received my treatment. Although the python is non-venomous animal, but the risk of other infections are still there.

Not to be superstition but yesterday before the snake bite, I actually got a sign........one of my colleague Noor told me that I am working with "snake" so beware of it. Haha...it was a joke that we shared:) The "snake" that he is referring to is those colleague who are hypocrite. True enough, I got a snake bite later. He joked after our work that it was my retribution.

I got 2 days of MC and now I am resting at home:)

Dear dear got to know about the snake bite yesterday. She was very caring and kept reminding me to take my medications. Haha...felt abit like a wife that kept telling her husband to do something:)

Dear,
I love you. You're my precious darling and my dear dear penguin.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Fitness

Wow....I am so tired. Today I took my IPPT and the result is abit....disappointed. I failed!!! I wouldn't say that I had been training very hard but....I did not expect myself to fail!!! I thought I would at least pass it:) Haiz....I had sign up for the re-test. Hopefully I could get at least a silver then:)

Yesterday, I went to fetch dear dear:) After that we bought a box of ice-cream and a packet of potato chip:) We then went back to her house. We ate the ice-cream, potate chip and watch the television at the same time:)

Haha...we finished the potate chip and almost finished the ice-cream:) haha...both of us are big eater:)

Yesterday, was also raining very heavily:) I still remember we stood by her kitchen window and somehow enjoy the weather:) quite romantic and warming:)

Dear,
I will train hard for the IPPT for you and also for round 10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you:)

Friday, June 22, 2007

Seeing You

Yesterday, I went to fetch dear dear off from work after her morning shift. This has become a routine now, as it is difficult to meet on other days. Although we do meet each other, but the time was like only a few short hours, including the journey back to her home. I also noticed that it had been a long time since we had a decent meeting. Yesterday, I took a close look of her......felt that I have not seen her "properly" for so long.

Dear,
I do cherish the time when we were together and will cherish it in the further too. Seeing and meeting you person, jus feel so good. You are my love, my care bear, my penguin and the woman behind me:) I love you.

Once my group on duty is over, I am going to try and take leave to spend more time with her:)

Sunday, June 10, 2007

The Woman Behind Me

"I am typing half way and dear dear called me and now I am having difficulties typing as I am only using one finger ." That is what dear dear told me:)

Been trying to update my blog lately, but....seem like I was too busy. The past weekend was terrible.....alot things went wrong.....

Firstly, did something major wrong during work.
Secondly, my friend almost got into major accident.
Thirdly, friends got into major quarrel.
The worst thing of all is the "snake", that had been agitating me.....wanted to punch his face:)


Luckily family and friends are around to support. Especially my love...Miss Wei Ling:) She had been very supportive and had always stood there quietly, listening to all my complaints and worries. I am very grateful to her for the understanding and caring that she had given to me.

These few nights, when I was on my bed.....I think of alot of things. Why after a bad day, the first person that I thought of calling was dear dear? Why I got angry with my friends and supervisor after they had commented something about dear dear?

Why?

Finally I had concluded and got the answer to it. It is because she (Wei Ling) is the person I love and a person so important that I do not wish any harm to be brought upon her. She is so close to me that I felt I could trust her with my life and future:)

Truthfully, she is the only girl that I had felt so connected with. She is like my family and I will do what I had promised. "To cherish and love her forever."

Dear,
I love you:) Thank you for your support. I really appreciated it and the 2 love letters were the cure to my sadness. Having you beside me is a blessing and I hope that I am that lucky to be bless for the rest of my life.

Ok...now side track abit:) Lately I'm thought of a new plan. I called it Plan H:) Hahaha......and I had proposed to dear dear:) and she said she'll consider the plan....hahaha...maybe I can fulfill my dream of being together...haha...so happy:)

Friday, June 1, 2007

Connected

Today is my off day and dear dear is still working. I had msg her earlier on and I think beside calling that will be the only way now of commmunicating:) since both of us are not meeting each other.

Dear dear came to visit me yesterday while I was working and I must say that I was grateful:) as the place I was yesterday is very secluded.

Actually before dear dear came into my post, I already had a feeling that she might be coming. Maybe that is what people call " xin you ling xi ". I think that we are sort of connected:) Dear dear also got the power to predict how I feel and what I am going to say next:) Is that incredible:)

Haha...hope that she don't see through me totally:) Or else she might cry....as she would be so touch that how much I love her:)

Dear,
Yesterday I got a special feeling and it is all because of you. Thank you so much and I love you:)

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Finally reached home le......i'm really exhausted today after a whole day of work and tomorrow i'll be doing morning shift again....omg.........felt really exhausted.....think i cannot make it already:)

Today was not a very good day.....the wit project which Md Noor and I had spend lots of time doing was destory and all our efforts were gone and it was one of the few times that you could find Noor being disappointed and angry. Today definately was not a good day.

However I still feel abit of energy now as I am now looking the photo frame that dear dear had bought for me and the photo containing inside it:) Did I mentioned that they are beautiful:) I like them so much and it is some kind of energy boaster for me.

Actually I'm really sleepy now and really don't know what am I writing but there is something I wanted to say to you:)

Dear,
May the good times or the bad times, I will love and cherish you. Being together isn't easy but to maintain the relationship is even harder. But no matter how tough the route is going to be for us...I believe that we'll still find our own way and a way to happiness:) And I am sensing that it is nearing now:) I love you dear:)

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Big Love

It has been a long time since I last blog. I was quite busy lately with my course and work stuffs:) Good news is I had finally graduated from my Scene of Crime course and is a certify crime scene officer:) The course was fun but the fact of separating from your seven weeks course mates was sad.....:(

Anyway at the 2nd last week of my course, I and dear dear went for a getaway at People's Association Chalet during the weekend. Before that dear dear was very secretive about the location of the place and told me it was a surprise:) And true enough, it was really a romantic surprise by my dear dear:)

Dear,
Actually I felt that I had not said enough that day. I am really thankful to what you have done for me. The effort that you had put into our relationship makes me felt ashamed of myself. Mine was nothing compare to yours. You really touch me and I hope that I could touch you one day too:) Dear I love you and thank you very much.

I am now back to my team and it will be a busy week for us too. Beside the wits thing, dear dear and I need to work extra for the IISS. I believe that dear dear and I wouldn't be seeing each other this few days. But no matter what, I will still sent her love messages. And once after all the exhausting working stuffs, I will bring her to have a good dinner and enjoy the time of two:)

Oh......ya......if given a choice between dear dear and gym.......I sincerely choose dear dear:) as she is my love and priority.

Monday, May 7, 2007

Thank You

I had experienced a lot for the past week but luckily things gone back on track and hopefully everything would be smooth in the future:)

A description of my feeling during the past week:-

I felt confused, worried, helpless and sad......confused when we had our good times and suddenly everything just turned wrong......worried that our relationship would be on crisis and helpless when I can't do anything......I also felt sad......

Dear,
Thank you for telling me how you feel...I really appreciated it:) I love you and will take care of you and your feeling.

Monday, April 30, 2007

Decision

At the beginning of the relationship, I had asked dear dear what kind of person that she dislike. To my amaze, she told me that she don't like guys that could not make decision. I was quite worried as I might be such a person.......:(

Actually, I don't see myself being a person that could not make decision....I am a person that could make plans for myself and my friends. However....when it comes to my love....i just don't know why........
maybe I just wanted her to be happy....and let her choose the places and events she likes. I am afraid that I might chose somewhere or something that might spoilt our dates.

I must admit that most of the time, dear dear was the one who was making the plans and decision....like where we wanted to go and what to do during our dates. For that........

Dear,
I am sorry......all i want is for you to be happy......

Saturday, April 28, 2007

A Promise ( Part 2 )

Just came back from dear dear's house. Had succeeded in giving her a surprise:)

Dear,
I love you and would like to see you every min and sec of my life.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

A Promise

Today is a Saturday and both dear dear and I are not working:) We did not meet each other as I am visiting my eldest sister who is staying at Yishun for her 2nd child first month of birth and dear dear is busy with her room cleaning and wits:) I felt a little weird not meeting her when both of us were free.....so maybe I'll go and look for her at her house secretly...hahaha:) Hope that she would not read the blog before I arrived or else she would be expecting it.

When I was at my eldest sister's house, dear dear send me a picture msg.....a very special picture msg, which was SHOCKING!!! Hahaha....a bit exaggerated.

I am going to Malaysia with dear dear tomorrow. It will be the 2nd time we go on an oversea trip:) I believe we are going to have a good time. But.......hope that dear dear's team "light bulbs" wouldn't disturb us...hahaha:)

I dated dear dear on Wednesday for dinner and movie at Bedok. When I was at her house, she gave me a surprise. Guess what...dear dear bought me a Polo T-shirt ( A branded one). The Polo T-shirt was ordered online and she had planned it 2 weeks ago. The Polo T-shirt was packed nicely inside a GNC bag which was used to deceive me:) Hahaha...dear dear was indeed creative. There was also a "Love letter " specially for me:) How sweet of my dear dear, Alicia.

After that, we went to have our dinner at the Foodcenter below her house. It was another feast and I felt my tummy growing again:) Dear dear insist that I should eat more. It started raining heavily after we had reached Bedok Centre and we bought an umbrella ( purple colour ). We then charge to the Princess Cinema for a movie:) However...we had differences on the movie to watch:) Dear dear wanted to watch a scary movie ( Cadevar ), while I wanted to watch a comedy ( Wild Hogs ). Hahaha....dear dear then used some naughty tricks to convince me:) However at last, my beloved dear dear gave in to me and we watched the Wild Hogs:) Many things happened inside the theatre...which I should not disclosed. Hahaha.

Dear dear was having a flu yesterday. I met her and told her;
"Dear,
I will take care of you forever. I promise you. "

The sentence came from the bottom of my heart and I mean it. I love you dear:)

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

A Journey

Just reached home, after having a Satay feast with my foreign classmate of the SCU course:) Even since working office hour, I had gained alot of weight. I would usually eat 3 meals during that 8 hours course:) Haha....a big different compare to when I am in the Team:)

After the meal at Lao Pa Sa, I led my Bangladeshi classmates back to their Oxford hotel, which was located at Waterloo St. We walked approximately for 1 hours:) The journey could have shorten to half an hour if we did not stop by the places of interest for some lovely photos taken with our Nikon FM2:) After reaching their hotel, my Bangladeshi classmates were very grateful as I had shown them the short cuts to their hotel:)

The course outing was great. However.....what was greater was a message received from my dear dear:) She told me that she had read my blog and was very touch by it as it was sweet:) I had saved that message in my handphone as I felt that she had appreciated me so much.

Before I started blogging yesterday, there was a funny incident:) Yesterday, I thought that dear dear was angry with me for not accepting her money. I had sent her a few messages that day but she did not replied. My feeling was bad and felt quite down as I took a bus home alone.....lonely and sad. At the mid of my journey, dear dear finally messaged and I immediately gave her a call. She told me that she was very exhausted and tired.

I am glad that nothing had happened and it was just an over reacting by myself:) The message from dear dear really gave me a great relieve and from that incident I realised how important dear dear meant to me.

Am I deeply in love? I guess I do. Love did not blind me cos I am seeing her very clearly and had grabbed her from the rest of the world.

Dear,
I love you and I will be saying it again to you for the rest of my life:) I hope that we would complete our journey together:)

Monday, April 23, 2007

Just For You

This is my first time blogging. The reason why I named my blog as "Just For You" is because this blog is dedicated to my beloved " Dear Dear" Alicia. Today is our 3th month "monthssary" ( a word that was taught by her ) and I felt that it will be great to write something for her :)

In the very beginning of the relationship, alot of people told me that once after the "Honeymoon" period, we will have our first fight and what lays ahead would be a challenge for us.
I must admit that when I heard those words from the so-call "Experienced" persons, I was abit worried and unsure. Worried that the day might come and unsure of the outcome.
Then I and Alicia spend our first Valentine's day together after her work and I had my most enjoyable day:)

On our second month, the "Experienced" persons warn me again that the "Honeymoon" period is going to be over soon and I should be prepared. However after being together for a month, I felt more confident. Not because of me but because of her, Alicia.

On our third month, the "Experienced" persons quiet down. I believe that they had realised how strong the relationship is. In fact, they are teasing on when are we getting marry. During that month, we had planned for an oversea trip to Thailand:)
We went to our first oversea trip together and we spend our enjoyable time together by shopping and eating. We even catch a movie in Thailand:) Every morning when I opened my eyes, I will see her in my arms ( enjoy hugging her when I sleep ). The feeling of just the 2 persons made it feel so great:) Its just like a family!!!

Dear,
I love you. I miss the days when you were in my arms and we spend the day just by ourselves. I believe that we will be forever and I will cherish you every single day. ( I promise You and its jus for You )