Finally reached home le......i'm really exhausted today after a whole day of work and tomorrow i'll be doing morning shift again....omg.........felt really exhausted.....think i cannot make it already:)

Today was not a very good day.....the wit project which Md Noor and I had spend lots of time doing was destory and all our efforts were gone and it was one of the few times that you could find Noor being disappointed and angry. Today definately was not a good day.

However I still feel abit of energy now as I am now looking the photo frame that dear dear had bought for me and the photo containing inside it:) Did I mentioned that they are beautiful:) I like them so much and it is some kind of energy boaster for me.

Actually I'm really sleepy now and really don't know what am I writing but there is something I wanted to say to you:)

Dear,
May the good times or the bad times, I will love and cherish you. Being together isn't easy but to maintain the relationship is even harder. But no matter how tough the route is going to be for us...I believe that we'll still find our own way and a way to happiness:) And I am sensing that it is nearing now:) I love you dear:)

Big Love

It has been a long time since I last blog. I was quite busy lately with my course and work stuffs:) Good news is I had finally graduated from my Scene of Crime course and is a certify crime scene officer:) The course was fun but the fact of separating from your seven weeks course mates was sad.....:(

Anyway at the 2nd last week of my course, I and dear dear went for a getaway at People's Association Chalet during the weekend. Before that dear dear was very secretive about the location of the place and told me it was a surprise:) And true enough, it was really a romantic surprise by my dear dear:)

Dear,
Actually I felt that I had not said enough that day. I am really thankful to what you have done for me. The effort that you had put into our relationship makes me felt ashamed of myself. Mine was nothing compare to yours. You really touch me and I hope that I could touch you one day too:) Dear I love you and thank you very much.

I am now back to my team and it will be a busy week for us too. Beside the wits thing, dear dear and I need to work extra for the IISS. I believe that dear dear and I wouldn't be seeing each other this few days. But no matter what, I will still sent her love messages. And once after all the exhausting working stuffs, I will bring her to have a good dinner and enjoy the time of two:)

Oh......ya......if given a choice between dear dear and gym.......I sincerely choose dear dear:) as she is my love and priority.

Thank You

I had experienced a lot for the past week but luckily things gone back on track and hopefully everything would be smooth in the future:)

A description of my feeling during the past week:-

I felt confused, worried, helpless and sad......confused when we had our good times and suddenly everything just turned wrong......worried that our relationship would be on crisis and helpless when I can't do anything......I also felt sad......

Dear,
Thank you for telling me how you feel...I really appreciated it:) I love you and will take care of you and your feeling.